About me

Well I'm not real sure what to say about myself.  I have been married to a wonderful man for 13 years.  We have two beautiful children.  We practiced DD for a few years when we were first married. We did have a rough patch during our marriage, I felt ashamed of the fact that I was in a DD marriage and that I also enjoyed erotic spankings so one day I told him I didn't want to do it anymore it just didn't feel right.  He respected my wishes, but in my mind I wanted him to take charge and when he didn't we went for almost 3 years just living in the same house.  NO spanking NO sex No interaction other than to talk about the kids.   Noone was in control of the marriage and we were both miserable.  I remember sitting at my computer one day about a year and a half ago and "googling" spanking and came across 2 websites that changed my outlook forever.  Finding Sara and My Bottom Smarts.  I was no longer ashamed of my interest in spanking and those sites made me feel normal and there were other people out there just like me.  I sat for days every free moment I had looking at their previous post learning all I could.  After I read all their previous post I went to the links on their pages and read everything I could and I saw that there were all kinds of people in the world that do exactly what I wanted and needed and didn't feel shame.  The relief that I felt can not be described.  I went to my husband and told him I wanted back what we once had.  I needed him to be the man I always wanted him to be.  We brought spanking back into the marriage at my request and I would change it for anything in this world.  I have lived with and without DD in my marriage and I will tell you there is absolutely NO WAY I would go back to without.

So that is all I have now.  I hope to become part of this wonderful community that I've spent the last year and a half getting to know.  Everyone seems so tolerant of each other and so welcoming.